i've practically forgot that i had a blogspot, without the annoying anna cheng saying that i don't write on it anymore, i've kinda just started perving on all those hot pics on tumblr.
anyways.
40hr famine starts today. i'm lookin' forward to that cold floor.!
♥babyee
5:07 AM
i don't believe in happy ever after's. i use to. i use to think i could be one of those princesses in disney, and get their happy ever after.
i don't understand what's the point of bitching about your other half, especially infront of your children. mum's in hong kong. dad's sister is sleeping over, and all dad and her does is, bitch about mum. it's like, their favourite past time.
i especially don't get it. what's the point about bitching about mum to the tinest detail? like the fact that she places leftover food in the fridge all the time? You're eating it. don't complain. even me, a 15 year old, understand that concept. its common sense.
and what about the 'shouting'? you guys talk so loud. its impossible to block my mind. with lous music. you literally SHOUT, like you want me, louise and howin to hear you guys. its horrible. no offence. we believe you guys are dumb. and just plain fucktards.
theres no point of complaning about the reason mum's going to hong kong is so she can give money to grandma. because she's not. she HAS NO MONEY. BECAUSE YOU NEVER GIVE ANY TO HER DAD. she saves. every month, just so she can afford to go to this trip. and yes, she is going to visit grandma. why? BECAUSE SHE'S OLD. everyone dies one day, just as you have learnt dad, when your mum died. EVERONE IS ENTITLED TO VISIT THEIR MUM. ANYTIME. its a right.
there's not point talking bout this, and i know they're never read. hopefully, they never find this blog. i'm on the edge. right now.
i'm scared i'm going to scream all of the sudden, just when they're bitching again. i think i'm going mad. my head hurts. i can't sleep. i have to endure this another week. what's going to happen?
i don't want to say this, but i'll be glad when school starts, because i can breathe again.
i've been locking myself in my room for the past few days.
i hate myself for the fact that i can't even stand up for mum, because i know i'll just start another WWIII if i do. i hate myself for wanting mum back, because i know, from her phonecalls, that she's really happy in hong kong. i hate myself for going to those stupid cousin gatherings, cause they're all on dad's side. they don't even like me that well.
♥babyee
1:28 AM
its been a long time since i've sat in front of the comp, and do nothing. besides the talking and youtubing. so today, i'm gonna do just that, while most of the group's out either to the city or at parra watching 'never say never' (ew) POTATO COUCH, HERE I COME :D
♥babyee
6:41 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Dear person reading this,
sydney's so dirty. i just wanted to say that. DIRRRRRRRRRTY. rubbish wise.
i acutally don't know if anyone's reading this, cause yesterday anna was complaining about how no one reads her blog. i read it. sometimes. just that the font's so small i have to squint. and i don't wanna do that.
i have tutoring today, which sucks balls. and i'm bored right outta my head. its not like i have nothing to do, i actually have to pack my room and play the piano and do some studying. but i'm not bothered to do that. if i had a job, i think i'd be motivated to. cause then i'm earning money to go out. haha.
love, jobless.
♥babyee
7:03 PM