Wednesday, March 31, 2010
i am so pissed. georgie is such a bitch. and retard. a low life. actually, "she" has NO life at all.
i wish "she"'ll understand that "her" life is not important, its not MORE important than ours. and that "she" shouldn't.
ok. you know what? scratch that. that was before my shower. and by the time i got back online. i guess most of everything is sorted. i'm still pissed. cause people really shouldn't think that their problems are much more complicated and worse than other people's. because you know, believe or not, I HAVE PROBLEMS TOO.
anyways.
special mention to anna z, cause she made me feel better :) i love you.
and louisa and erica and anne as well :L love you all. <3
wanna know how anna made me feel better? that pic. right up there-----
♥babyee
3:40 AM
3:40 AM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
te amo <3
♥babyee
2:42 AM
2:42 AM
Monday, March 29, 2010
everything seems to be in order, i feel calm, and fulfilled.
wait till i get my pms :L
anyways. school spirit week! wooooooooooooo
wait till i get my pms :L
anyways. school spirit week! wooooooooooooo
♥babyee
1:58 AM
1:58 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
haha. not really. but just really memorable that i picked this sport for this term. with sophia, and sajikah.
and monique. and she who cannot be mentioned. i noticed and so does she. that she gets mentioned alot. on my blog >.>
ANYWAYS.
so thank you. for "making" me choose this sport for this term. i had fun :) lots.
x
narrative editing :L
oh. and did anyone realise that i didn't fall at touch today? FIRST TIME :L and my last time too :(
hah. and i scored, without any luck this time. it was all skills brahh.
and monique. and she who cannot be mentioned. i noticed and so does she. that she gets mentioned alot. on my blog >.>
ANYWAYS.
so thank you. for "making" me choose this sport for this term. i had fun :) lots.
x
narrative editing :L
oh. and did anyone realise that i didn't fall at touch today? FIRST TIME :L and my last time too :(
hah. and i scored, without any luck this time. it was all skills brahh.
♥babyee
3:15 AM
3:15 AM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
haha. the japanese people came today, and we had alot of fun :D even though i didn't pick japanese as an elective, i'm glad at least i know how to say hi and thanks. :D but i have to admit, it was pretty awkward. cause i was trying to make them understand what i was saying, and i hope they got it!
i have like. more pics. but stupid msn is screwed and stupid blogger is so slow. and fb talking is lagging everything. >:(
and there was this hot HOT jap guy. ok. he's not hot. but uh. nice looking? and thans to erica, we all got to hug him. and a bunch of other really cool japanese people as well :)
and there was presents.
now, i'm not the greedy t
ype, but come on. presents? everyone loves presents. and i got one:L haha. i'm really happy. cause even though it seems like we dont' understand each other. we really bonded. and thats all that matters :D
ype, but come on. presents? everyone loves presents. and i got one:L haha. i'm really happy. cause even though it seems like we dont' understand each other. we really bonded. and thats all that matters :Doh. and our school was actually not cheap this time and ordered red rooster D:
photos!
i have like. more pics. but stupid msn is screwed and stupid blogger is so slow. and fb talking is lagging everything. >:(
♥babyee
3:31 AM
3:31 AM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
anna : " Far out. Why does everyone have to be so pretty now-a-days?"
i agree. :(
and i'm still studying history. cause i spent the whole afternoon writing this crap called my narrative and everyone in the house said it was crap. i'm a crap writer. :( and then as i got ready to study history, i fell asleep. and now i think i'm half sick because i slept in front of the air con.
oh woe is me! :(
HAHAHAHA. that is so shakespeare.
i agree. :(
and i'm still studying history. cause i spent the whole afternoon writing this crap called my narrative and everyone in the house said it was crap. i'm a crap writer. :( and then as i got ready to study history, i fell asleep. and now i think i'm half sick because i slept in front of the air con.
oh woe is me! :(
HAHAHAHA. that is so shakespeare.
♥babyee
2:55 AM
2:55 AM
daddy-o 's going to Paris today, he's already left, and it takes a freakin 22 hours to get to paris, including swapping planes in Bangkok. haha. i asked him where that was and he was like. " don't you study geography?" and we were talking about WWI, cause currently i have an obsession with it >.> HISTORY!, and i might've told my dad some wrong facts.
THEY DID NOT INVADE TURKEY TO GET ACCESS TO PARIS. THAT WAS BELGIUM PEOPLE!
anyways, this blog entry is to wish my dad a safe trip, and he should get enough rest. he'll be back in two weeks :)
x
♥babyee
2:47 AM
2:47 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
i swear, i am trying extremely hard to study. not really. i love history, but then i think about all the people that have died because of it, and i feel yuck. so i just wanna say in this blog entry.
LEST WE FORGET. WWI and WWII soldiers.
haha, and to everyone thats in the group, i just want to say.
thank you. for putting up with me
thank you. for laughing with me at almost anything, even when you think they're not funny.
thank you. for staying with me for 2 and a bit years.
and thank you. for giving me the advice i obviously needed and D&ming with me. when i needed it. or i just wanted to gossip :)
no matter what problems i have, or any trouble i'm in. you guys are always there. so i love you guys. :) all of yous. even anna :L
♥babyee
5:44 PM
5:44 PM
Friday, March 19, 2010
haha. today. might've been one of the most important days of our high school life. yet. like. socially. i guess and hope that everything will be better now, and everyone understands each other better. and most importantly,we all love each other. very much. <3
haircut today! :) looking hot :L
and uh. what else. i guess my nails are growing (woohh!) and uh. i have tonnes of homework. still :(
x
oh and. i love d&m's. with literally everyone D:
haha. haven't seen that hottie on my blog for a while.
♥babyee
3:13 AM
3:13 AM
Thursday, March 18, 2010
haha, i'm back. :) to everything. facebook. blogspot. the internet. the COMPUTER D:
but yeah. i'm pretty much a happy chap with everything. minus the piano. and the science exam prac. dayumm it was so unfair. but all in all. all my chicken eggs hatched. AHAHAHAHAHA.
i'm so funnay.
and here's the thing. things might just get better. or worse. maybe for the better of us. or the worse of us. who knows. all i know is that when you try. its all you can do. doesn't matter if something horrible happenes, as long as you know you tried. you're good.
i love you alls :)
x ( like. a thousand times. maybe minus annac. she's just mean to me D: )
haha. jks. i love everyone in the world. i better not go psycho tomorrow and blog and bitch and swear the hell outta everyone. :(
but yeah. i'm pretty much a happy chap with everything. minus the piano. and the science exam prac. dayumm it was so unfair. but all in all. all my chicken eggs hatched. AHAHAHAHAHA.
i'm so funnay.
and here's the thing. things might just get better. or worse. maybe for the better of us. or the worse of us. who knows. all i know is that when you try. its all you can do. doesn't matter if something horrible happenes, as long as you know you tried. you're good.
i love you alls :)
x ( like. a thousand times. maybe minus annac. she's just mean to me D: )
haha. jks. i love everyone in the world. i better not go psycho tomorrow and blog and bitch and swear the hell outta everyone. :(
♥babyee
2:42 AM
2:42 AM
Friday, March 12, 2010
mum and dad went out tonight, since dad's brother in law is going back to hong kong. we were suppose to go, but i have a fuck load of homework, louise just cbf and howin. just wants to stay >.>
i mean, i love family. but i feel the need to breathe. even when i'm at school.
when i'm at school, i have fun, loads, tonnes of it. but then there are those times where its just bitch time and. i feel. sick.
home. fucking sister doesn't do anything. right now, shes' been watching tv for like. more than 3 hours. in mum's room. howin was playing games on the comp, and throughout the whole 3 hours hes saying hes hungry and wants me to make him food. i can't.
i'm fucking stuck on my commerce assignment and have a fucking pile of questions to go. what the hell am i suppose to do? get off and just make you noodles? i can do that. but i won't be able to finish. i had a goal. to finish this assignment before this week. louise screamed at me for not getting off my ass to cook him noodles. what the fuck. you're on your ass watching some frekain tv show, and i'm trying to write my assignment. you say its relax time? well. i want to relax too. i can't do anything.
i haven't been able to sleep. i feel yuck. tired. like some dead piece of shit. but then what? i can't tell this to anyone. becuase everyone has their own problems. i feel as if i can't breathe.
i mean, i love family. but i feel the need to breathe. even when i'm at school.
when i'm at school, i have fun, loads, tonnes of it. but then there are those times where its just bitch time and. i feel. sick.
home. fucking sister doesn't do anything. right now, shes' been watching tv for like. more than 3 hours. in mum's room. howin was playing games on the comp, and throughout the whole 3 hours hes saying hes hungry and wants me to make him food. i can't.
i'm fucking stuck on my commerce assignment and have a fucking pile of questions to go. what the hell am i suppose to do? get off and just make you noodles? i can do that. but i won't be able to finish. i had a goal. to finish this assignment before this week. louise screamed at me for not getting off my ass to cook him noodles. what the fuck. you're on your ass watching some frekain tv show, and i'm trying to write my assignment. you say its relax time? well. i want to relax too. i can't do anything.
i haven't been able to sleep. i feel yuck. tired. like some dead piece of shit. but then what? i can't tell this to anyone. becuase everyone has their own problems. i feel as if i can't breathe.
♥babyee
3:19 AM
3:19 AM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
D: WHAT THE HELL MAN. ANNA WATCHES ALICE IN WONDERLAND BEFORE ME D:
this is just sad. :(
but. sport was awesome and the day was alright :)
and i feel like a fatty cause i had red rooster fish and chips. thats costs like. FREKAIN ELEVEN BUCKS for a stupid meal. remind ME. never to get THAT again. next time, i'm getting sushi.
this is just sad. :(
but. sport was awesome and the day was alright :)
and i feel like a fatty cause i had red rooster fish and chips. thats costs like. FREKAIN ELEVEN BUCKS for a stupid meal. remind ME. never to get THAT again. next time, i'm getting sushi.
♥babyee
3:26 AM
3:26 AM
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
this is just something i need to get off my chest. don't read this. cause. uh. if i wrote this on a piece of paper someone at home would probably see it, and i don't think any of my family members read this blog anyways. here goes.
fucking hell. you go on about how you think your attitude's the best. but its not. you have the WORST attitude in the freakin whole wide world, and i know. because i live with you. you scream at mum just cause she bought you the "wrong" type of pens. what the fuck. there is no RIGHT type of pens in the world. the freakin pen costed more than 4 bucks. i could buy freaking almost ONE packet of pens. that has like. FIFTEEN pens in a packet. suck on that bitch. and no, its not just your stupid pen thing. "FML" no. the people LIVING with you should be saying that., you're on the phone with your friends, saying how FUCKED UP your life is. when you don't even realise how LUCKY you are. some people don't even KNOW who their mums are. you should feel lucky. and you think you're the world's greatest gift. but your not. i don't know what the hell you are. but i think you need to realise. what the fuck's wrong with you. and why you need to change. people aren't gonna like you that way. because you. are. a. bitch.
fucking hell. you go on about how you think your attitude's the best. but its not. you have the WORST attitude in the freakin whole wide world, and i know. because i live with you. you scream at mum just cause she bought you the "wrong" type of pens. what the fuck. there is no RIGHT type of pens in the world. the freakin pen costed more than 4 bucks. i could buy freaking almost ONE packet of pens. that has like. FIFTEEN pens in a packet. suck on that bitch. and no, its not just your stupid pen thing. "FML" no. the people LIVING with you should be saying that., you're on the phone with your friends, saying how FUCKED UP your life is. when you don't even realise how LUCKY you are. some people don't even KNOW who their mums are. you should feel lucky. and you think you're the world's greatest gift. but your not. i don't know what the hell you are. but i think you need to realise. what the fuck's wrong with you. and why you need to change. people aren't gonna like you that way. because you. are. a. bitch.
♥babyee
2:41 AM
2:41 AM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
is it a sin to have different feelings about your family, your friends and other around you all the time? if it is. i'm a huge sinner.
i'm so confused of my feelings. they change literally all. the. time.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore >.>
maybe i should just shut up and stop blogging everytime i have those feelings. :( be like anna and only blog when sometime random and funny comes up.
i'm so confused of my feelings. they change literally all. the. time.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore >.>
maybe i should just shut up and stop blogging everytime i have those feelings. :( be like anna and only blog when sometime random and funny comes up.
♥babyee
2:08 AM
2:08 AM
Saturday, March 6, 2010
LOL. taec, nichkhun and jay has such good english D:
♥babyee
5:00 PM
5:00 PM
i have to admit. i've always wanted the perfect family. you know the type of family where everyone gets along? and theres love in every corner. and you never witness a family fight in your life? that you only see fights in movies? i don't think anyone's ever had that. everyone has fights. and its not an exception for me either. i may get that alot more than "normal" families, but i don't mind. because in my mind, we're a happy family, and every single family member in my family. is. accepted. and they don't bitch behind each other's backs.
the funny thing is, i cry everytime a family member of mine is crying. ha. i don't know if i'm a weirdo or simply just a freak. i know other people have worse cases in family than mine, but i've never experienced it in their life, so i don't know. whether mine is a happy family or not.
as they say it, ugly family business stays behind the door. nobody ever sees it. and probably never will.
all i know is this, some people are really lucky. and some are not. i don't know whether i'm lucky or not. at least i have a family. but sometimes it just doesn't feel like a family.
the funny thing is, i cry everytime a family member of mine is crying. ha. i don't know if i'm a weirdo or simply just a freak. i know other people have worse cases in family than mine, but i've never experienced it in their life, so i don't know. whether mine is a happy family or not.
as they say it, ugly family business stays behind the door. nobody ever sees it. and probably never will.
all i know is this, some people are really lucky. and some are not. i don't know whether i'm lucky or not. at least i have a family. but sometimes it just doesn't feel like a family.
♥babyee
4:36 PM
4:36 PM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
ahaha, i am like. very very happy atm. cause i have BLUE nails.
no you douche. not that yuck light blue. but that nice midnight blue which makes you look so sexy. yet not emoish ( and no offence with the "emos" everyone's actually secretly an emo anyways.) and the best thing was, i didn't have that crap nails that looks disgusting when i paint them, which i didn't, anne painted them actually. but yeah. i actually have a okish length nails now. i'm trying hard not to bite them. very VERY hard. so thanks anna. i love you. more like your nail polish really :L
and yeah. i guess today's mostly the same. and oh yeah. cricket. AHAHAHAHA.
can you BELIEVE that i can play cricket? actually, no. i can't. but i gotta go back. since i'm so. uh. pro at it.
AHAHAHAHA. and my butt, foot and legs hurt. don't ask. its all related to sport injuries >.>
courtesy of rachael and monique and the chicks from whatchamacallit school. :L
nah. i love you all.
<3
no you douche. not that yuck light blue. but that nice midnight blue which makes you look so sexy. yet not emoish ( and no offence with the "emos" everyone's actually secretly an emo anyways.) and the best thing was, i didn't have that crap nails that looks disgusting when i paint them, which i didn't, anne painted them actually. but yeah. i actually have a okish length nails now. i'm trying hard not to bite them. very VERY hard. so thanks anna. i love you. more like your nail polish really :L
and yeah. i guess today's mostly the same. and oh yeah. cricket. AHAHAHAHA.
can you BELIEVE that i can play cricket? actually, no. i can't. but i gotta go back. since i'm so. uh. pro at it.
AHAHAHAHA. and my butt, foot and legs hurt. don't ask. its all related to sport injuries >.>
courtesy of rachael and monique and the chicks from whatchamacallit school. :L
nah. i love you all.
<3
oh. and the picture? nails i want. and the colour is what i have on right now.
♥babyee
11:57 PM
11:57 PM
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
my dad's going to perth tomorrow. here's to wishing he has a safe and awesome trip! :) and also to mithila, wherever she may be, i hope you have a wonderful and relaxing time!
so much to say. so little time.
AHAHAHA'
nah.
just that i spent ages online talking to people. must work now.
blog laters.
x
note to self: PLEASE. email mimi.
so much to say. so little time.
AHAHAHA'
nah.
just that i spent ages online talking to people. must work now.
blog laters.
x
note to self: PLEASE. email mimi.
♥babyee
3:05 AM
3:05 AM