Thursday, December 30, 2010
i'm probably using this blog to bitch. but i don't care. cause its not like its even about anyone. i'm just ranting. either i'm pmsing. or i'm just a huge bitch.
i hate it when nothing goes to plan, like. you plan to go and spend your NYE watching fireworks at the city with a friend. but because of a car problem, because of mums and because of rapists. everything goes down the drain.
i hate it when your parents nag and nag and nag. we get it. once. we hear it once and we remember it. its not like we forget. cause we're not old. and we don't think we have parkinson's disease (i'm not sure if that's how you spell it) either.
i hate it when your friends always back out of something. i never back out of something. once i say that i'll go, i'll go! but everyone else just seems to think that you're allowed to say oh no i can't go. last minute. or the night before. its rude.
i hate it when your sister's friends are just right there, and you're standing there like a loner. ok. so i'm over exaggerating. they're nice people. but it would be nice. just to feel. not lonered around them. just once.
it would also be nice. if someone. anyone. would just give me the chance. give me an email or something. and tell me they want a job interview with me.cause it doesn't matter if i don't get hired. its better than a big FAT rejection. even without a rejection email. its just a no reply.
it'd be nice if everyone else in the third world countries had enough money. and women are not degraded. but i am not some powerful lady. i'll just stick to my own problems right now.
i dislike. see? i'm not even using hate now! when everyone just seems to have plans.
not that i wish they don't have plans! i like the fact that they have plans!
i hate fucking being alone. it fucking sucks.
hanging with family is just suffocating me right now. usually, i enjoy it. but everyone just seems to be on my back, 24/7. its beginning to seem hard to breathe around them. i wish i could just stand in my room forever. but i am never one to just sit and do nothing. thats loser talk.
but it really is starting suffocate me.
look on the bright side! i finished a Taiwanese drama today! its called Autumn's Concerto. featuring a hot guy, vanness wu. i know. gay name. hot abs though (Y) cute story too!
i hate it when nothing goes to plan, like. you plan to go and spend your NYE watching fireworks at the city with a friend. but because of a car problem, because of mums and because of rapists. everything goes down the drain.
i hate it when your parents nag and nag and nag. we get it. once. we hear it once and we remember it. its not like we forget. cause we're not old. and we don't think we have parkinson's disease (i'm not sure if that's how you spell it) either.
i hate it when your friends always back out of something. i never back out of something. once i say that i'll go, i'll go! but everyone else just seems to think that you're allowed to say oh no i can't go. last minute. or the night before. its rude.
i hate it when your sister's friends are just right there, and you're standing there like a loner. ok. so i'm over exaggerating. they're nice people. but it would be nice. just to feel. not lonered around them. just once.
it would also be nice. if someone. anyone. would just give me the chance. give me an email or something. and tell me they want a job interview with me.cause it doesn't matter if i don't get hired. its better than a big FAT rejection. even without a rejection email. its just a no reply.
it'd be nice if everyone else in the third world countries had enough money. and women are not degraded. but i am not some powerful lady. i'll just stick to my own problems right now.
i dislike. see? i'm not even using hate now! when everyone just seems to have plans.
not that i wish they don't have plans! i like the fact that they have plans!
i hate fucking being alone. it fucking sucks.
hanging with family is just suffocating me right now. usually, i enjoy it. but everyone just seems to be on my back, 24/7. its beginning to seem hard to breathe around them. i wish i could just stand in my room forever. but i am never one to just sit and do nothing. thats loser talk.
but it really is starting suffocate me.
look on the bright side! i finished a Taiwanese drama today! its called Autumn's Concerto. featuring a hot guy, vanness wu. i know. gay name. hot abs though (Y) cute story too!
♥babyee
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