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Monday, November 30, 2009

remember how i said about big bang waking each other up?
well, here it is :)

and my favourite.... TOP >:)

hoho :)
and yes, i know the videos are quite old ( 2008) but i don't care. they're cute :) that's all it counts.

♥babyee

2:48 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

seriously, i may have fallen in love. not THAT kind. the kind of hobby love :)

better than nothing really. better than. jay jay jay jay jay ;)

anyways. back to my cherry picking day.

got there at 7. was the last family to get ther -hoho-

afterwards, we got on our way, ate maccas for breakfastw :) and got to the cherry farm at like. 12 something.

picked cherries dammit! so much cherries. and me, being the dumby, wore holey shoes. (LOL holey) payed for them.

went back on bus, paint my toe nails :D yes, i know. i brought it along cause i thought my toes needed a bit of colour.

we went to youngs, which is a little town. where ALL. THE. SHOPS. ARE. CLOSED. except for maccas, and this little asian noodle bar. cold as we are, we picked noodles. we were the first family to get there, so we ordered and stuff, and waited. there was a guy there, pretty alright. and i was starin for like. a min. obviously when the noodles came, i focused on my noodles. cause yah know. they're noodles?

afterwards, louise and my convo:

me: the noodles were really salty. i'd kill for a drink

louise: -hands me a drink.- yeah, i know. it was empty when we got there and then everyone started coming in. (we ordered two plates of fried noodles) i rekon those two plates tasted the same, even though they were suppose to be different.

me: yeah, i rekon. - listens to ipod-

louise: you know that guy kept on looking at you?

me: really? i didn't notice ( secretly happy)

and then. uh. we went back to btown, with our boxes of cherries. all happy :)

and now i must go back to finishing the jap powerpoint, since mithila didn't offer to tell me that she won't be able to finish it on SATURDAY.

>.>

all luvos taken today on fb. check them out ;)

also, on dad's Iphone. we watched youtube videos. namely big bang ones. squeal on big bang's victory waking up TOP :) will put up. tomorrow.

♥babyee

2:56 AM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

AHHH.

just watched iCarly. two episodes.

and found a new hottie :)

drew roy :

going to cherry picking tomorrow. :)

excited!

♥babyee

12:30 AM

Friday, November 27, 2009

i'm getting cold feet, partly because i've been sitting under the air con for more than 2 hours. and i was helping vinu with her blog. (GO SEE IT!)
i have forgotten my hatred of trying to find the perfect skin and putting it on. JUST THE WAY YOU WANT IT.
speaking of vinu, guess its WHO'S one month anniversary? yes.
congrats to the couple. and love their pressie.
i just love it when the couple just gets the BEST pressie ever, perfect happily ever after. but as far as i've heard. there is NO happily ever afters. just alright afters.

my mum found out what "illness" she had. its this condition that causes your body to make to much collagen. so its like. you grow extra skin and sometimes if it does get serious it could cause internal organs to fail. or hurt. so literally, your liver, heart, muscles, bones, skin is in a bad condition. its not gonna kill anyone. you SHOULD have the expected life expectancy, but it could cause your internal organs to fail!!! i don't know what's going to happen.

i'm scared. and i don't know whats wrong. i just hope that the condition STAYS where it is,. and doesn't worsen. i want my mum to have a long and fulfilling life. it might not be a happily ever after. but it will be a joyfully ever after. <3

* btw. applied for maccas and KFC. waiting for their reply "fingers crossed!"

♥babyee

2:59 AM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i swear so much has happened since i last blogged. tuesday, uhh. nothing much.
besides going shopping after school with erica. and sorta louisa. came home with nothingg.
wednesday, uh. tech was alright? history was alright? sport was. weird :L
sorta chillaxing i guess. after school i got off at btown with erica and stuff so we could go shoe shopping.
and i SWEAR.
the pair of shoes i bought for sophia is SO nice. i really really really really really really like them. but nah. i'll give them to her. cause its for her anyways :)
got a new "sensible" email : vanessa_tam@live.com
its for applying for maccas and stuff :)
just so i sound sensible.
more tomorrow.
must apply.
<3

♥babyee

3:21 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

i'll say this as a recount and instead just describe about EVERYTHING to you intead dear blog :)

well, so i woke up at 6 in the morning, caught the train.!!! except the fact that louisa caught the other one. but never the matter, i found anna and anna at parra already. so we went on the train, monique missed it! and met clare, which is pretty nice. a bit quiet. or maybe just cause we were all loud D:

anyways, we got to central, waited for other people who missed the train to get there, caught the lightrail and got to darling harbour, where the NYLD was held. man the place was HUGE!.

its like, opposite the fountains, its a pretty big building, with lots of chairs and three screens and everything. anyways, hard to believe, but you could tweet, and it'll show on the screen! which was. cool. i must admit. already, i was impressed!

i tweeted: " at national young leaders day, where are all the hot guys? shout out to blah, blah,blah." friends that was there. you get the point.

after that, we listened to 5 speakers in total, and i have to say, they were ALL good. literally, there was really no points that i wanted to sleep. and we got to do "activities'' like how to fold a paper plane :) finally learnt.

afterwards, at like 2:30, it ended, and the others minus me and monique and vinu decided to stay in the city.

i was allowed, don't get me wrong. i dunno i had cramps and i felt bad. so me and monique decided to take our own in parra, except she was sick and wanted to go home. oh wells. i can always take caps in another time.

national young leaders conference was a great thing. i'm really glad i decided to pay that 28 bucks and more. i learnt a lot today :) at least now i know i can be better and can also be a leader, without a badge or being rich an famous.

♥babyee

1:18 AM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

yays :) i'm at monique's house!
originally we cancelled it, cause like. apparently everyone couldn't come, namely anne, sarah, erica and vinu.
but at the end anne and sarah could come :) so its all good.
we're looking at monique's school photos now, saying who looks hot and who doesn't.
they've all eaten. without me D:
and i'm gonna bash monique cause she's reading while i'm blogging. i feel so weird everytime someone reads MITHILA IS SEXY. no, she didn;t tag :) while i'm typing.

blog later. maybe when i get home.
<3

♥babyee

6:28 PM

101th blog. wooo :)

never had the urge to say more. that's what you get when you blog early in the morning. the day hasn't even started yet and already i was typing away.

anyways, its funny how a small family dinner can really make you smile. we went out for dinner :)

and i swear we talked about the funniest and weirdest things. which i will not mention. but they will forever be in my mind.!

just realised that let me hear your voice is actually in jap. -shock!-

theres a bug flying around the light. pissing me off. but scared to hit it. scared it'll fight back. decides to let it live.

talking to people on msn. the usual.

finished my "me" time, decides to get mithila's guitar out. to practise. so i won't make a fool of myself tomorrow ;P

louise pissed the hell outta me saying the the guitar was outta tune, and i have to say. it sorta is. but please, don't just go on and on about it. because i'm not gonna tune it! cause i'm noobed!and duncan tuning it was fine. just cause he's a dickhead doesn't mean he can't tune guitars.

gonna have good dreams tonight. i hope.

btw, also realised that everyone that blogs always puts pictures. decides that i shall follow trend. so here we go! i would circle TOP. but i'm noob at drawing circles with a mouse D:

♥babyee

2:49 AM

Friday, November 20, 2009

ahahaha. i was reading everyone else's blogs just then. and i've realised how much we've all changed. from the little year sevens we were, walking into PHS the first time, crapping our pants//skirts probably, to year eighters going on year niners, with blogs and watching new moon and all that gossip. and all these things happening so fast that sometimes you gotta catch a breath, sit down, and have maccas. :)

sharing secrets is a part of life i guess, every book you read, it all starts with a secret, and sooner or later, the secret gets out. i'd rather be the type of person that just lets everything out. it feels better than way. but some secrets are just better left alone. shared with someone else. but thats it. rather than sitting in a circle and explaining to a person what the group feels about them, i guess we've all grown up. not OLD. but like, we'd rather not say anything, because we'd feel like a bitch, they'll feel like a bitch. and everyone feels like a bitch in the end. i don't know whether thats a better plan that sitting in a circle. but after this year, nearly the end, i've sorta realised something.

no matter how much you tell a person. they can't change. because that's who they are. the best you can do is to accept them, and try to "pair" up with them. if you get what i mean. :L

i think theres always gonna be a person thats "friends'' with you, but you knwo they'll always bitch about you. no matter how hard you try. they'll always want to do it THEIR way. and won't listen to ANYTHING you ever say. i don't know what to do then.

accept it or fight back?

i've just realised that i've written really deeply. but i think that's what a blog is about. it doesn't matter if anyone reads it. its just a memory, some place where you can just. type. think. and my arm hurts D:

we might look for a job this summer, louisa, anna, monique, sarah and anne. we'll see what we come up with!

♥babyee

4:39 PM

i watched new moon!!!

yays :D

with anna, monique and her friend, tammy.

we watched it right after school, like, we decided at period 2 that we should go. and i phoned mum, and amazingly, she said yes. :D

monique was originally shouting us, as she had this "event" 50 bucks ticket that we could use. turns out it was event, not event cinemas, it was used for clothes. oh wells.

the moovies was greatikins. even better than twilight, and i think i'm a half now.

team jacob and team edward!!.

wooooo ;)

oh wells. sunday is practise day.

will say more later.

NEW MOON <3

♥babyee

2:06 AM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i'm pretty worried about my mum's skin. honestly. i don't know why. like, when she scratches, her skin loses colour, and ends up with white blotches. and i feel bad. cause she's tired and her muscles//bones hurt and she has insomnia.
i wish there was some magic medicine, not steroids, that will cure everything and nothing bad happens to your body or anything though.

oh wells. i'll wait till our medicine technology improves. or when somebody incredibly smart figures out what it is and a cure for it.

until then. i'll just look up medicine names on google for my mum :)

tomorrow's gonna be hot hot hot. but i'm still going to school. cause i have art and tech and their like. my favourite subjects :)

till then. <3

♥babyee

2:31 AM

Monday, November 16, 2009

late blog. but meh.

louisa + anna's partay was awesome.a :)

obviously, i was the early one -shock- and met up with louisa and anna at btown station. i got to hold the cake :D

and then we walked to louisa's house. which i swear was so close to westpoint. you could probably fly there. we went there. and met up with sajikah.

before mithila and jess got there, we started to watch uhh.

drag me to hell. it was. scary. and you know. spooky.

afterwards, we went outside. into the GIANORMOUS backyard. and dumped buckets of water on each other.

after wards we had louisa's mum's FANTASTIC cooking. curtesy of her mum :)

we attempted to watch the ugly truth, but lost it cause we just started going. blah.

sung on the wii thingy. was all good. took pics.

uh. pranked called ALOT of people. ahahaha.

hung out in louisa's room.

started to FALL asleep but ANNA. poked me a wake. :L

oh and i "dislike" anna cheng. cause she told the world about how when my shorts were dripping went after the water fight. i took it off and wore a towel. and monique sat on it.

you could only imagine what happened.

hmph.

lol. pics later.

♥babyee

2:06 AM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

yup yup yup. mithila's awesome as dad. has generously lent me HIS guitar. for like. i dunno. until i get everywhere?
but yeah. i'm practising. i hope sarah reads this. and smiles!
and i swear my mum had a . "where the hell did you get that guitar" look. but oh well wells.
i know what i want for chrisstmas :)
you people should all guess.
not balloons. cause i know i'm GETTING them. but yeah. :)
its all smiley faces right now, cause i'm feelin lucky and tired and happy for some odd reason. dunno why though.
had maccas today :) McHAPPY DAY!!!!

louisa && anna party toomorrow. will update. ASAP brahhhh.

<3

♥babyee

2:29 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

LOL. its like. been a long time since i lasted blogged. :)
but its all for a good cause. i have been reading alot. as well as finishing up my viva voce and all that. but now i'm sorta NOT as busy as before.
since tests are gone honeayy :)
i got.
98 for history. and turned out. i calculated wrong and instead i actually got 72 for science.
whoop- de- do :D

we're playing social touch//austag now. its awesomo. weird actually. :L
considering we're actually very lady like.
i bought anna and louisa's pressie today :) pretty proud. hate the fact that everytime you go shopping for a pressie, it always ends up to be something you want as well! i saw a BEAUTIFUL diary in spotsgirl. will get. :)
whoever that buys it will be doomed. cause i wanna have a unique diary.
i checked the spotsgirl site. it doesn't have it. it has some other ugly diary. which i don't really. like. oh wells. i'll just dream about it now :D

♥babyee

2:33 AM

Friday, November 6, 2009

hm. dramas.
talk about gossip girl. i swear we can beat them in dramas. except for the fact that gossip girl may be fab clothes, hotter guys. and way way way way over M rated. sexual events.
our school. more like our GROUP. can beat them anyday honeayy.
talking about variety night is a bother. originally it was to be a fun. after yearlies celebration thing. and i really wanted to do it. and you could see it in my eyes. obviously. thanks to my fabulous friends. they answered my wish!
problem is, ever heard the proverb many hands make light work?
i think we're quite the opposite. too many cooks spoil the broth.

i don't want to name people out. and i don't want to "kick" people out. i want them to know that i love them all. and i really just want this to work. but with the certain person "out of the picture" i think its really better for everyone. and i hope she understands. and i also know that if she didn't do it with us. she'd probably have more fun. and may end up better without us as well.

i'm saying this like i'm trying to kick her out of ALL the pictures. and i'm not! i swear i'm not!
its just this little thing.. i'm really for the drama. bring on the tears and catfight!
i'm wearing my "armour" - if i have any- and i think i'm quite ready on monday.

btw. i really want this : ------------->

♥babyee

6:31 PM

note to navodhya: i can't read ANY of your blogs. i've changed comps and it didn't work. maybe its just my profile :S i dunno. CHANGE YOUR TEMPLATE SO I CAN READ YOUR BLOGS AND NOT JUST HALF OF IT!!!!

another note. screening was sorta a success. i think we all had fun. and i think i'm sick right now D: i have a blocked nose. i'm still debating to myself whether i should tell my dad what i got in my yearly science. i've sorta decided, like. if he asks. i'll answer. if he doesn't ask. i won't add. i guess that could work. i hope hope hope he forgets all my exams. and just watches tv.... ALL. NIGHT. LONG.

and my eyes hurt. i need to sleep early.
and mithila, you know i look oh so hot with my freebie hat ;D

♥babyee

1:48 AM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

seeing as everybody seems to be either depressed. upset. about NOTHING at all. i might as well rant about my unhappiness.

* who the FREAK cares if you don't have NICE pjs? cause honestly, nobody cares. so YOU can stop moaning and STOP wasting USELESS money on them.
* that's right. i got 76% in jap and 64% in science. they're actually pretty good marks. and i'm just glad i passes.

i have a headache. and just wish all this stupid crap would stop.

♥babyee

2:11 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

dunno why. besides the fact that i realised that it wasn't the end of the world. when it actually does come back to the beginning.besides the breath of fresh air i finally can enjoy.
i realised something.
it may not be a bad thing when you fail in something. cause sometimes, just sometimes. it could be a lesson. you learn something new everyday. and i guess tuesday was a double up or catch up lesson for the slow learner that i am :)
i'm patiently waiting for results. as everybody is. and in the meantime, i'm enjoying reading :)
the most cutekins book everr! ~Don't judge a girl by her cover~ Ally carter.
mostly cause theres this mysterious hottie guy that keeps on coming to cammie. for some weird reason. i hate series books. i have to wait for the next book.

next book to read: all the books louise have lent me. plus tempted.

i'm feeling sleepy. i haven't slept very well since the yearlies.
x

♥babyee

2:57 AM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

i don't know what i am anymore.
you get the feeling after you've tried so hard. and in the end. you figured out that it was useless. cause the thing you've prepared for is never gonna happen.
zitnch. nothing. zero.
and then you feel the hot hot hot day. don't want to do anything at all. just read. and worry. and practise. cause you've got nothing to do.
i'm lucky i've got people that talk to me almost everyday online :)
they make me feel better.
but they're never gonna see ME cry.
cause i'll be doing it at home. under my blanket. where no one can see.
so that way, people never know if your actually upset or not.
i remember once. when a family member told me. " don't cry. don't cry if its not your fault."

this time, i think it is my fault.

♥babyee

2:27 AM

Monday, November 2, 2009

my eye candy. for the day anyways :)

♥babyee

2:59 AM

it's good to be back online. talking. talking. and talking. :)
but the fact that i may have totally screwed up my science AND jap yearlies. puts me down a bit.
as long as i pass. i'm all good honeayyy :)

reading blog entries from others. quite interesting really. i mean, i was once upon a time a quiet and NICE girl :) and i think i have a tummy ache.
since i have SOME time, i shall attempt. once again. to find my dream template for my blog. as right now. it's not my type.

toooodles.

♥babyee

12:30 AM