this isn't the first time i'm gonna blog about my family. i've blogged about them before. because they're everything to me. this isn't gonna be the last blog about them either. its difficult. but in ways, i wouldn't change them for anything. it's not like i have the worse family. because i don't. but what i wouldn't kill for the perfect family. but i guess no one really has that.
my "bitch of a father" screams for no reason. this just happened just then. but i'm never gonna forget it. i bet he will though. we're watching tv. we turned one of those weak light lamps on, cause its dark. and he mentions that we shoudl open the blinds instead, to save electricity. howin was gonna go do it. but i was scared that he would do it wrong. so i started to pull the blind. you know, one of those blinds where theres four strings and you pull one to change direction of it. and he rants of. when he sees that i pulled the wrong one. normal dads don't do that. its probably cause my mum went somewhere else, to help with the whole charity place thing. she does it once a month. and we end up getting the shit for it. but i can't say anything. cause mum is helping others. which is good!
here i am, bitching to a non exsistent person about my family >.> i must be on the edge of mental problems. >.>
so. conclusion to this entry. my family's a bitch. i sometimes can't take it. sometimes i can. i don't want another family. but what i wouldn't kill for some peace in the family. i have a feeling that entries will be written when i'm pissed at someone at home. but just keep this in mind. i do love my family. just wish they're weren't such bitches sometimes.