Friday, March 12, 2010
mum and dad went out tonight, since dad's brother in law is going back to hong kong. we were suppose to go, but i have a fuck load of homework, louise just cbf and howin. just wants to stay >.>
i mean, i love family. but i feel the need to breathe. even when i'm at school.
when i'm at school, i have fun, loads, tonnes of it. but then there are those times where its just bitch time and. i feel. sick.
home. fucking sister doesn't do anything. right now, shes' been watching tv for like. more than 3 hours. in mum's room. howin was playing games on the comp, and throughout the whole 3 hours hes saying hes hungry and wants me to make him food. i can't.
i'm fucking stuck on my commerce assignment and have a fucking pile of questions to go. what the hell am i suppose to do? get off and just make you noodles? i can do that. but i won't be able to finish. i had a goal. to finish this assignment before this week. louise screamed at me for not getting off my ass to cook him noodles. what the fuck. you're on your ass watching some frekain tv show, and i'm trying to write my assignment. you say its relax time? well. i want to relax too. i can't do anything.
i haven't been able to sleep. i feel yuck. tired. like some dead piece of shit. but then what? i can't tell this to anyone. becuase everyone has their own problems. i feel as if i can't breathe.
i mean, i love family. but i feel the need to breathe. even when i'm at school.
when i'm at school, i have fun, loads, tonnes of it. but then there are those times where its just bitch time and. i feel. sick.
home. fucking sister doesn't do anything. right now, shes' been watching tv for like. more than 3 hours. in mum's room. howin was playing games on the comp, and throughout the whole 3 hours hes saying hes hungry and wants me to make him food. i can't.
i'm fucking stuck on my commerce assignment and have a fucking pile of questions to go. what the hell am i suppose to do? get off and just make you noodles? i can do that. but i won't be able to finish. i had a goal. to finish this assignment before this week. louise screamed at me for not getting off my ass to cook him noodles. what the fuck. you're on your ass watching some frekain tv show, and i'm trying to write my assignment. you say its relax time? well. i want to relax too. i can't do anything.
i haven't been able to sleep. i feel yuck. tired. like some dead piece of shit. but then what? i can't tell this to anyone. becuase everyone has their own problems. i feel as if i can't breathe.
♥babyee
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