Wednesday, December 2, 2009
mum came back from the doctors and yeah. its serious. but they're hoping to keep it in the same state, that it won't worsen. cause there isn't a cure for it. and they don't know why this appears. i hope they find the frekain cure or i will! ( actually, i won't. but you know. maybe louise will?)
they decided not to do variety night again. truth is, and i know mithila will read this. but i think she knows. so yeah :L i am upset. because i was really really looking forward to it. like. having fun and actually looking -oh-so-cool infront of the whole school yeah. that was in MY imagination :L but i guess you can't push people to do things the way you want it. they made an effort. and i think that's all it really counts. i think vinu really wants to do it as well. but that's only two of us. sarah has told me that she'll do it if i really really want to do it. but i'm not gonna show her that i really really wanna do it. cause yeah. its bad to push someone :L
jess, the BIRTHDAY GIRL! has offered to let me join her performance, and i might take it. so its really funny actually. like my mum pointed it out to me. isn't it weird that after all the fights and all the weirdness of not really wanting jess to join your group for variety night. and in the end its the people you wanted to go with that decided not to do it. and then you end up with jess again? so the fight was all for nothing. and i think that's stupid. so i really really want to thank you. to jess. even though she can get on my nerves so much that sometimes i wanna choke her. she knows what i really wanted. so thank you birthday girl. vinu really wants to do it as well. so i might ask jess if she would let her as well. i hope so. i really want her to do something as well. that'd be awesome.
more later. sport was awesome as :) sarah and anne and mithila choreographed LOVE photo. looks mad. fb! louise is at camp today, back friday. gonna use this time to enjoy. chillax. and invade her bedroom!
x
they decided not to do variety night again. truth is, and i know mithila will read this. but i think she knows. so yeah :L i am upset. because i was really really looking forward to it. like. having fun and actually looking -oh-so-cool infront of the whole school yeah. that was in MY imagination :L but i guess you can't push people to do things the way you want it. they made an effort. and i think that's all it really counts. i think vinu really wants to do it as well. but that's only two of us. sarah has told me that she'll do it if i really really want to do it. but i'm not gonna show her that i really really wanna do it. cause yeah. its bad to push someone :L
jess, the BIRTHDAY GIRL! has offered to let me join her performance, and i might take it. so its really funny actually. like my mum pointed it out to me. isn't it weird that after all the fights and all the weirdness of not really wanting jess to join your group for variety night. and in the end its the people you wanted to go with that decided not to do it. and then you end up with jess again? so the fight was all for nothing. and i think that's stupid. so i really really want to thank you. to jess. even though she can get on my nerves so much that sometimes i wanna choke her. she knows what i really wanted. so thank you birthday girl. vinu really wants to do it as well. so i might ask jess if she would let her as well. i hope so. i really want her to do something as well. that'd be awesome.
more later. sport was awesome as :) sarah and anne and mithila choreographed LOVE photo. looks mad. fb! louise is at camp today, back friday. gonna use this time to enjoy. chillax. and invade her bedroom!
x
♥babyee
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