Tuesday, October 13, 2009
hehe :)
a cute star king video. my love's laugh is even funnier than my own :L
i was actually meant to post this blog like, 3 days ago. but then. i had other stuff on. mithila taught me how to post videos from youtube on blogger. stupid me, i know. but hey, i learnt something new!
today and yesterday was a day of shopping, with my mum, louise, my brother. and someone close. someone who i won't name in case the person i don't want reading this reads it. but i had fun :)
and i thought about something last night, before i went to bed. a friend of mine asked me something online. it was a hard question, and i answered it straightaway, but now i'm thinking about. half panicking about it. he asked me if i was ready for school. i answered back. half am, half not. i've been thinking about it. and am i really ready for the tests? the fights that may come. and the pressure of trying to be the best person at a subject? ( clearly i'm not. but i'm trying...) this is what i'm trying to figure out. i have piano lessons. as well as a new term of art lessons starting. i enjoy them, but i don't know. even tutoring is all right. but everytime i go there. my tummy gets butterflies. it's not the fear of knowing new people, its the fear of looking at what i'm about to learn. i think. To be honest, the tests are pressure. on myself, and everyone around me. i don't understand who invented tests. and why they are there. why can't they just mark us on what we do usually? instead of adding the extra pressure of tests. and us studying. trying to cram in everything we've learnt in a year. back to my worrying of tests, and whether i'm ready for a new term. the last term for year 8. D:
omg the math's yearlys in week 2. MONDAY. i always thought it was in week 3. crap.
bring on the pressure >.>
i was just reading mithila's blog. like. her old blogs. which i did not read properly. but i'd like to say this: mithila, anne + sarah's bro was totally checking ME out ;)
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