i honestly don't understand why some people can just be so harsh. and ignore people. i find it extremely hard to ignore a person, let alone someone very special to you. i've been reading blogs. and i've mainly discovered that alot of us really use to the blog to express our own feelings, beside myself just blabbering about what i did today. i've realised that sometimes. just sometimes. i could actually be one of the lucky people. unlike some others, who once were the luckiest people on earth, they now have nothing. actually, they still have something. its friends. i'm writing this blog because i want that certain person ;) to know that we're all here for you. no matter what. i really want everything back to how they were, when we were in year 7. and we had the school in our hands - not literally- we had so much fun. and we just did what we wanted to. without ANYONE telling us what to do :D but i guess we have to move on. no matter what. we'll always have each other. always, forever. btw. i honestly don't know what made me write this blog. i promise you. i will be back to my normal stupid self. later :L x