Monday, September 7, 2009
ok.i have to get this off first.
the good stuff before the bad :)
anna( wang) has good taste :L
i guess besides kim bum, the rest of the three guys ; Lee minho, kim hyun Joong and Kim joon aren't that bad. i actually rekon they're as good as kim bum :)
my favourite is kim hyun joong -swoons-
dammit i'm obsessed D:
but oh wells. i'll get it over soon. :L
ok. to the bad stuff.
a certain thing happened on the all stops.
which includes certain friends 'ditching" me. i went to them.
and they told me. to f off.
not only is it rude.
i think they meant it, LITERALLY.
they came to apologise. well, one of them first. and i just. didn't. want to go all happy chappy on them and say.
aw. its alright. i'll come back and all that shit.
because its not.
its NOT ok when you think thats a great joke, the person comes back, and you tell her to GO AWAY.
just cause you FEEL like it.
its not.
its just NOT ok.
maybe its the fact that i was hurt just cause i have ALWAYS thought that they would never do that to me, or the fact the we've all changed.
outside and inside.
since year 7, when we use to all happy chappys, something's changed.
maybe its me. or maybe its them.
i feel that inside all of us, something 's changed. little things such as sharing secrets, walking to school,or even taking the same train together just doesn't happen anymore.
i don't what it is. and i don't know why.
but i know that the most important thing is that we figure this out.
somehow, i just know that we'll never be the same again.
for the better .?
i don't know.
for the worse?
i honestly don't know.
i guess i'll just have to look forward.
and take what comes to me :)
<3
♥babyee
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